Saddest Day of My LIFE!

Burst into tears in the car this morning! Management Meeting at 9 a.m. Tak bole focus.I struggled to absorb every single thing as I need to include the info in the minutes.The meeting ended at 1.15pm.I went out with my best buddies,lepak at McD.Almost hit by a car mase turun dari kereta. What the hell was i thinking?Lepak at McD had porridge and hot coffee.Malasnye nak balik ofis.Tomorrow Albar & Partners nak datang.Nah, Legal Due Diligence ni bole buat aku gile tau tak! Nak update the documents dari 2008! Fuh! I pushed myself to settle the queries....and guess what??I gave up! I sent the list to my boss, ape yg larat and ade jek....sambung besok la...snap snap snap....sebelum balik.Hm....look at the agreements, I DESPERATELY need a huge cupboard.Tolong yek. Time to sleep. XOXO i hope tomorrow will be a better day for me.i'm so pathetic.

Patience!

Hi there, I'm back. I just reached home. I had nasik lemak Taman U for dinner tadi...so nyum nyum. Harini, macam-macam kerje dekat ofis, KFC agreement, notice meeting etc. Dalam kepale otak macam-macam jugak fikir.Tuhan je tahu segale rase dalam hati ni. Susah hati sangat2.....Entah la kenape,dugaan datang bertimpa-timpa. Life is about to begin,there is always some obstacles in the way, unfinished business, a debt to be paid....etc etc...But I must be strong to take another step. God will show me the way Insyaallah. Risau sangat macam mane pun, tak bole buat ape, just doa banyak2 jek.Harap dipermudahkan.Tomorrow at 9a.m I have to attend management meeting...arghhhhhh!!!!!malasnye. Owh tengokla meja I berselerak sangat2 siang tadi..hahahaha.Ade brownie secret recipe!nyum nyum

I am ME

“I am Me. In all the world, there is no one else exactly like me. Everything that comes out of me is authentically mine, because I alone chose it -- I own everything about me: my body, my feelings, my mouth, my voice, all my actions, whether they be to others or myself. I own my fantasies, my dreams, my hopes, my fears. I own my triumphs and successes, all my failures and mistakes. Because I own all of me, I can become intimately acquainted with me. By so doing, I can love me and be friendly with all my parts. I know there are aspects about myself that puzzle me, and other aspects that I do not know -- but as long as I am friendly and loving to myself, I can courageously and hopefully look for solutions to the puzzles and ways to find out more about me. However I look and sound, whatever I say and do, and whatever I think and feel at a given moment in time is authentically me. If later some parts of how I looked, sounded, thought, and felt turn out to be unfitting, I can discard that which is unfitting, keep the rest, and invent something new for that which I discarded. I can see, hear, feel, think, say, and do. I have the tools to survive, to be close to others, to be productive, and to make sense and order out of the world of people and things outside of me. I own me, and therefore, I can engineer me. I am me, and I am Okay.”

Win some, Learn some!

Aduh, capik gue....baring atas katil, looking at the ceiling...hmm...Haish, I haven't got the time to change the light bulb in my room. Seketul 8 hengget rite? Maybe later. Tengok kiri kanan, fuh gile messy!I'm tooooo lazy to clean up my room.Should I hire bibik?hahahaha. Baju pun laundry...agak2 ade ke lelaki nak kawen dgn I nih?Aliya belum reply message I,while waiting for her to reply, message my mum and dad...ooops not to forget my lil bro. Sementare tu buat penyata kire-kire tiz month, simpan2 pun tak kaye-kaye jugak.Sigh!

Dalam waktu petang macam ni, teringat liku-liku hidup, tears running down my cheeks. Sob,sob, sob..susahnye nak puaskan hati semua orang kan?Some people come into our lives,leave footprints and we are never ever be the same.I'm so lucky, God gives me the strength to walk and breathe again.I don't wish to be everything to everyone,but I would like to be something to someone.I used to think that the world is so cruel towards me...but then I realized this is part of my journey, pain nourishes courage,I can't be brave if I've only had wonderful things happen in my life. So, when I think the world has turned its back on me, I will look again.Laugh and cry will make me feel a lot better!Sesungguhnya hidup ini terlalu indah.

To Be or Not To beeezie

Stuck in the office plak weekend ni. There are certain things need to be settled.I had samosa and currypuff for breakfast. Aliya is at Pekan Nenas, miss her plak. In the office I turn on the music quite loud, dun care la! Listening to Dewa, Kris Dayanti and Anggun.. the clock is ticking,and my tummy starts to growl, it seems a bit mad at me...INDEED I need food. I wonder where is the best place for me to have lunch? Lavender kat atas, cam pricey pulak, I need to save some cash, hehehehe. Anyway, Aliya's mummy is in Hospital Pakar Puteri. I hope everything's ok, perhaps I should ring her,she needs someone to calm her down.
There is nothing I like to see so much as the gleam of pleasure in a person's eye when she feels that I have sympathized with her, understood her. At these moments something fine and spiritual passes between two friends. These are the moments worth living.

Haish, beezie macam ni bukan bole buat duit pun kan?Balik jek la.Chop, email dulu boss baru bole balik.lupe pulak.Chow!!

OUCH! My Reality Check Bounced!

Woke up at 7a.m as usual, dragged my feet to shower. Reached office at 8.15a.m, punched card, took a deep breathe, cleared my table and arghhhhhhh!!!!!!! Routine....sgt bosan. Switched on my computer, blooody shit, a number of agreements need to be drafted. I always have a list, i jott down every single thing in my diary....try to be more organized. BUWEK!

At noon, I lepak santai with my best buddies...and tibe2 nampak sorang mamat ni so called "golfer" la pakai seluar "polka dot" warne warni and pink shirt.oooops! Another fashion victim la ni.. clear cut case, big fan of Lady Gaga. Well life is beautiful, enjoy every moment,so I continued sipping my orange juice and Singapore bee hoon, fries and nachos. The salsa sauce was a bit oily and spicy.

Back in the office at 2.30 p.m. Adoi, keje lagik! Tap, tap, think, think, think..finally at 5 p.m I finished drafting the agreement. Why on earth I amek LAW? Asal tak mass comm ke,TESL ke? Less stress and ade duit. Be positive" Al iz Wel". Soon or later, I will be better than this. Only God Knows my journey....when there's a hope, there's always a way; when there's a dream, God will show me the way...all I need is a pinch of LUCK.

Pillow talk

Today is my lucky day, i managed to create my own blog with the help from a good friend of mine; Aliya!Thanx a million babe.Besides celebrating my new born blog, i was super duper lucky since i got the chance to step in an aircraft;B 737. Fuh walawey tahap kejakunan melonjak amat! Click, click, snap, snap, there and then, click, click, snap, snap, here and there and everywhere...hehehe.Then, back to my office drafting the agreement for Guardian. Sharp at 6pm, i rushed for dinner at "nasik ayam penyet" Taman U.  Sebab terlalu  semangat nak buat blog ni, i balik rumah sangat amat cepat, showered, gosip2 for about an hour..sharing is caring kan?pillow talk is sweet kan??hehehehe. time to sleep..nitey nite.